Snow in May?

May 7th, and it's raining with a few flurries. It's been unbelievably nice in Minnesota, but I guess it came to early and Minnesota once again, proved to be the snowy state that it is. People have been wearing shorts, flip-flops and tank tops. Today, I am going to be wearing my winter coat to work. The 16th of May, Alison, Aly, Paige and I are road-tripping to Vegas Nevada, then to California and back to Minnesota. Hopefully when we come back June 1st it'll be back to heat. My high expectations will only cause disappointment, so I am trying hard not to think about it... but damn, I am sick of shivering.

Been Awhile...

A lot has been happening. Finals are coming up, the weather is getting nicer, 17 days away from an all-girl road-trip to Vegas & California, and just focusing on family, friends, and work. I am laying in bed watching The Today Show with Hoda and Kathie Lee. Time has been flying by so quickly, I can hardly keep up. I am just hoping my two week vacation won't go fast. I am anxious for a tan, but am pretty nervous since my car has been in the shop since three Wednesdays ago. I hit a tire on I-35W that a Cadillac lost, screwed up my car's underneath pretty badly. 2500 dollars worth of damage, to say the least. At least now my car will be decently new before we leave the 16th. Every Wednesday, I go to Roseville Applebee's for Bargo, which is Bingo. I absolutely love Bingo, always have, have won a couple times, I am just looking for the big win of a gift card. If you check their Facebook, my girls and I are their profile picture right now. My sister is having a garage sale this Friday-Saturday, going to go help her out. Much Love.

john mayer...

The sun is shining is brighter, maybe it's because it's 30 some degrees in Minnesota. Or maybe, it's because I have John Mayer tickets for tonight. I am beside the stage, kind of worried that I won't be able to see him that good, but at least I'll hear him. I am going by myself, just bought my ticket last night. Last concert that I went to was, Needtobreathe. Great concert, but I am so excited for tonight's. I also have a job interview... Very nervous. And class at four. It's going to be an intense day, that is for sure.

Hello Again Stranger.

I haven't written in awhile, been a little too busy to focus. It's 10:41 p.m. in the cold state of grand ole' Minnesota. I am sitting here in this big empty apartment, so quiet that I can hear the clock tick by. Lights are reflecting off the wooden floors. Music has been the only thing to really make me happy lately. I stay up until 3 a.m. searching for that song to make me happy, I find many, but I just keep searching and searching until my voice hurts from singing and my eyes close. I am a little lonely you could say, living alone, and music is my one friend who is always here, willing to talk about my feelings with me. Barry is still in my life, sometimes good, sometimes bad. Seems to be what a relationship is all about, but I want a relationship that is spontaneous, funny, fun, romantic, and just a plain crazy good time, except the main thing is, I want that with Barry. How do you find a happy medium? Random. Totally different subject. I want John Mayer tickets. I have been wanting to go to the concert since I heard about the tour. Today was the last day I could win them on Cities97 and I ended up not getting through. I don't know if I am just over emotional lately because of the stress or if I really wanted to go, but when I didn't get through, I laid my head down and bawled. I've got til March 2nd, to find a ticket. That's coming up quick. I have something that I know. Something that only a few people know. Something that brings up so much anger in me and I could easily quit, but I can't. I find lies, I find surprising stories, and the past...none of which I should even know. It all hurts me so bad to read the things I find, but yet, I can't even talk about it with the one I am angry at because the person doesn't know I know. Maybe that is where my stress is coming from. I am one big ball of stress. Stress. Stress. Stress.