It's Unfortunate.

Everybody in my life, besides my family, has let me down lately. The friends that I thought I would have forever have stepped out without a reason. The friends that have stuck around have done so many hurtful small things that it has caused me to lose trust in them. I no longer feel that I can explain my feelings without those words coming back to haunt me/making me look bad. I don't deserve that in a friendship. I'm going to go solo for awhile until the true friends peek their heads out and open up their hearts. It's unfortunate for me and for them because they lost a good, true friend.